Tuesday, October 9, 2007

What shall one do on a Sept afternoon...

hmmm so the month of Sept 2007 - will be one I'll never forget.

On an afternoon in Sept I called the Dr.... "Why am i still bleeding after a month?"
After tests...I was surprised to find I was pregnant!! - Shockingly so! - Especially cuz of the blood I was having oh let's say for the past month before ...

couple days later - found that i had either miscarried or was miscarring...another schocker.
so, what does one do on a sept afternoon when an hour ago you were planning names - and now considering what went wrong?

oh but Sept wasn't done...

couple days later - they found that the baby (actually 2 cells, never multiplied past that) was lodged into my Fall tube on the right side .... Ecoptic.
Solution - surgery or a drug to disintegrate....-took the drug.

oh and yet Sept drifts on...

one week later after feeling pain - ultrasound says nope not gone yet...still there!

not 24 hours later - i was rushed to the ER.....

~ the final week of Sept....

Went in for surgery - my Fall tube burst and they had to go in and take it out. Was in the hospital for 24 hours recovering - and still feel the pain!

Does the days in Oct get better?...nope.
On Oct. 5th - i put myself in the ER for severe chest pain and hip pain....
after 3 exrays, Catscan, and blood taken - diagnosed with Pleurisy and Pinched nerves.


hmmm - so what should I have doen that one day in Sept - yep, i did the right thing.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

5 years later....




i'm amazed at how much my little guy is no longer a lit guy - amazed.
5 years old.......
02 - through 07....my how he's grown!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUD!









Thursday, August 23, 2007

move time

"What shall we do today, Tim?"

"Let's move to when it's my birthday."

"Well, we can't do that because it's not till next week."

"Sure we can, your the Mom, you can do anything."



-awe moment.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

awe birthday season

so in having children - you want for them things you never had....tis why birthday's are huge in our house!
every 3 years, Tim gets a huge birthday w/ friends - now shocking though, every year b/tn them 3 years, it's not like we ignore him -- nope he still gets a party just with family.


this year the party will be TWO DAYS - family day 1, friends day 2.
i'm already exausted...
so here are "past" cakes - cuz ya know, i never had cool birthday awesome cakes - homemade by mommy....
1st birthday was a huge bash - all Ducks with a gigantic DUCK.

Cake for 2nd Birthday - Elmo in a Car - no car cake pan neither!!

3rd Birthday was just plain Matchbox Cars









4th Birthday was AWESOME - CARS themed, with a hand drawn
Lightening McQueen drawn in CHOCOLATE!










So - what is his 5th theme - transformers.
now i want to do this awesome.....my thoughts/ideas......
(let me know what you think!!)
#1 - Optimus Prime Semi #2 - a 3d transformer #3 - a plain drawn cake

Monday, August 20, 2007

realization....

so most ppl in the world eat for emotional reasons - mostly cuz their sad, depressed,
bored.....

not me, no I couldn't be like others - coarse not!

No - i have to eat when I'm stressed.....i'm freaking out about something at the moment.....what do I do -- i actually caught myself reaching for the container of cookies!!!!

it was an out of body experience.



...so do i stress often? - you should see me!

Monday, July 30, 2007

OMG

IF you know me you know that i LOVE Old Country Buffet
not sure why, it's tastes well - go there and find out - but love the fact that
it's UNLIMITED FOOD - i joke every year i want to go there for my birthday...someday
someone will listen!!

so...
saw this today on an events page on facebook


Event: Old Country Buffet
Network: Milwaukee, WI
Type: Other - Wedding Ceremony
Host: ASP Van 7
When: 5:45pm Monday, August 6
Where: Old Country Buffet
Attendees:
6


i'm still laughing my you know what - off.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

A Pirates Life For Me








Day Camp #2 - Pirate Party...."How I became a Pirate Book" & "Jonah the Movie" - was our entertainment and a Treasure Hunt was our activity.